(9)

Salary is paid. I swiped my card at the ATM and found that the number was wrong. My monthly salary was 6,000, plus a commission of 2/10,000 of the sales. I should have received more than 8,200 last month, but I only received 7,300 in my account. I asked the accountant what the reason was. He turned over the account book and said that I was absent from work for 2 days in March and deducted 900 yuan. I cursed and went straight to Fatty Dong.

He is talking to Liu San, who has been trying to win over him for a while now. He invites my subordinates to dinner, presents gifts, and according to Zhao Yan, officials make wishes and so on. At 10 o'clock last night, she called me and said Brother Chen, guess where I am, I said with a smile that it was not under someone, but on someone, she snorted and said that she was in the Riverside Hotel, and Fatty Dong invited her Having dinner with Liu San, implying that they should "give up the darkness and turn to the light", Liu San has already shown her loyalty, but she couldn't stand it any longer, so she ran to the bathroom and called me, "You have to be careful, they are very dark," Zhao Yan said. said with concern. My head was stunned at the time, as if someone had smashed it hard. I really didn't expect Liu San to betray me. This kid has studied business with me since he graduated. I treat him like a real brother. He has a first-level salary, it is time to teach him everything, and he is also promoted to supervisor step by step. Now he is in charge of more than 70 people. If he really colludes with Fatty Dong to get me, it will be a big trouble.

I said that the two of you were discussing important matters. Liu San's face turned red all of a sudden. He said, Brother Chen, I'm going out first. You can talk to President Dong. I sat down carelessly and asked Fatty Dong, "What's wrong with my absenteeism last month?" I got so mad that when the fuck did I miss work? He glared at me, picked up the phone and called Xiao Liu in the personnel department, saying that you should explain it to Manager Chen. Xiao Liu looked at me, smiled embarrassedly, and said that Brother Chen, you didn't ask for leave and didn't come to work on the 24th and 27th, so you have been absent from work. Xiao Liu is not my person, but he is an upright person. When Fatty Dong wrote a letter to complain about taking over as the general manager, the back office staff were forced to sign on it because of his arrogance. Only Xiao Liu refused to sign. I asked him on the way off work, and he said he The principle of being a human being is "never intervene in open and secret struggles, and never say anything against your heart to frame others", which makes me awestruck.

My heart is like a mirror. Fatty Dong is like killing two birds with one stone. Xiao Liu and I are both thorns in his heart. He wants us to fight each other. This fellow studied political science in college, and is proficient in all kinds of learning. I suppressed my anger and told him that I was out to accompany clients on the 24th and 27th, and it was too unreasonable to be absent from work. He pinched his waist like a big cadre, saying that the company's system had regulations, and he had to fill out the dispatch form when he went out. I sneered and said, do you have to do things like this? He spread his hands and said that you violated the system, and I couldn't help it. This guy has always been this kind of virtue, holding his dick to worship God, speaking in a high-sounding manner, but in fact his heart is filthy. I got up angrily, slammed the door loudly, and more than a hundred people in the office hall looked at each other.

After a while, Liu San came to my office and asked me what to do with Neijiang's payment for the goods. I threw him a sweet boy and said how Liu San did I to you. He said it would be useless to say, I would not be today without you. He recalled my kindness to him emotionally, and his eyes were red. A big stone hanging in my heart fell to the ground. I thought it was okay, Liu San is not an ungrateful person, I asked him with a smile, "Then what kind of loyalty do you show to Fatty Dong?" Knowing that Zhao Yan is a villain, "The mother-in-law is shameless herself, she flirts with Fatty Dong, and dares to speak ill of Lao Tzu!" I said how she flirted, he imitated Zhao Yan's voice and said slyly: "Dong You are mature and stable, and you are the most attractive man in the company!" I felt sore and said repeatedly that I'm fuckin'. I thought that Zhao Yan was really cheap.

The more I sat in the office, the more angry I became, 900 yuan, damn Fatty Dong, I can't let him go so easily. I devised countless revenge schemes, one of which is to find a few people on the road to stop him and beat him, smash that oily fat pig face to a pulp, or play tricks on his Accord, Let him crash his car and kill him, thinking about later, he has all kinds of vicious and tricky ideas, such as getting him a few white powder cigarettes, letting him take drugs to the point of ruining his life and his wife, or giving him an AIDS shot to make his life worse dead, covered with sores. If there is any telepathy, I believe that Fatty Dong must have been trembling.

Wang Datou's phone call pulled me back from my endless lust. He seemed to be drinking and said vaguely that the phone list I wanted had already been obtained. He was very angry when he heard me say that Zhao Yue was having an affair that day. He said that I knew that such a woman could not be wanted, "Bitch!" I was also very unhappy when he scolded me. I think this is quite annoying, but, but, Yes, I'd rather believe that Zhao Yue is just on a whim. What's more, the affair is just my guess, and I haven't witnessed it with my own eyes. Women will always find more defenses than men in this matter. In his junior year, Li Liang had a girlfriend named Su Xin. He was from Chongqing. He had an average face, a hot body, and a very enthusiastic and unrestrained personality. One day, the four of us were sitting together for dinner, and Su Xin said to Li Liang, "Even if you were stuck in the bed, I would jump up and say loudly, 'No! I haven't gone in yet!'" Zhao Yue's expression on that day It's ugly, but I believe she must have accepted Su Xin's point of view and beat her to death without admitting it.

I asked Wang to print out Zhao Yue's phone call list. This is how I understand it: if Zhao YueYue just fainted for a while, I can forgive her, but I have to figure things out, or I'll be a fool. According to Wang Datou's opinion, I should kick Zhao Yue off with one foot, "Can you bear this kind of thing? Are you still a fucking man?" I felt ashamed and hated him vaguely.

Wang Datou's place is located in the city center. When I arrived, I saw a crowd of noisy people, two people were handcuffed by the stairs, and a group of old ladies with small feet were shouting loudly. I listened to it, Only then did I find out that the two were laid-off workers. One of them got a small human three-wheeled vehicle. The Chengdu dialect called it "Bao Er". They carried passengers without applying for a license. He slammed the ground to challenge the board, and was caught here. Seeing injustice on the road, the old ladies followed along to preside over justice and demanded the police station to release people immediately.

Wang Datou was hiding in the office to sweep mines, and when he saw me coming in, he sighed: "In the era of the end of the law, evil spirits are flourishing!" I said that you are too dark. He gave a wry smile and said that there was an order from Shangfeng, but I couldn't do anything about it. As he said that, he took out a thick stack of paper and said you can check it yourself. All the call records of your wife in the past year are on it.

I am in a complicated mood, I don't know if this stack of papers is a curse or a blessing for me. The door was full of people, and the fluorescent lights in the room were rustling. In the concerned eyes of Wang Datou, I suddenly began to doubt myself: What do I need to know? What if you know? How am I going to face the truth hidden in this stack of papers? Crossing the reinforced concrete jungle and the turbulent traffic of cars and rivers, I saw Zhao Yue lightly on her way home, her skirt fluttering and her long hair flying. She was still so beautiful and moving. And at this moment, I thought, is her end or my end?

Wang Datou handed me a tissue and patted me on the shoulder, "Don't be sad, go home and have a good talk with her, whatever you need me to do, just say it."

As soon as I opened the door, I could smell a strange fragrance. Zhao Yue came out of the kitchen wearing an apron and laughed when she saw me, "Guess what I'm going to do for you?" I took a breath and said that there were bamboo shoots burning Beef, boiled fish, and definitely my favorite chestnut-roasted chicken. She stabbed me with a punch and said you were a greedy jerk, but you actually guessed it. I was very happy to eat this meal. Zhao Yue learned from my mother for a month, and my cooking skills have improved a lot. The beef is fat but not greasy, the fish is very tender, the chestnuts are sweet, and the chicken is delicious. I sighed. After dinner, I walked around the house and found that everything was polished and polished, the clothes were ironed and posted, and there were our wedding photos in the bedroom, and there was an obvious lipstick print on the frame, which happened to be printed on mine. face.

Tenderness rolled in like a tide, Zhao Yue leaned against the door and looked at me with a smile, I suddenly picked her up, threw her on the bed, and started to tear her cheeks roughly. Clothes, she giggled while pushing my hand, making me more and more horny, I stripped naked a few times, pulled her over, and entered her body unstoppably from behind, Zhao Yue grabbed my hand in fascination, Shout out loud without hesitation. In the music of the news broadcast, in the sound of the rushing water next door, we fell into a frenzy together.

After the work was over, Zhao Yue gently rubbed my chest with her face, and I rolled down from the mountain of sensuality, with an expression as sacred and vicissitudes of life as Jesus. The world is empty, and I lie quietly, damp under my body, peaceful in my heart, and sad in my eyes. Some thoughts are surging in the deepest part of the soul, like the gradually blurred Chengdu night sky. A few poems from many years ago floated along the time, like the sound of nature:

In the night after many years
You cover your face and cry
The lights of youth are fading
Who is it? Let you doubt for the rest of your life
Who is keeping the original oath standing in place
Who is in heaven
Who is in hell
Who has been looking for you in young dreams...

Her nose was sour and she wanted to cry. Zhao Yue hugged me tightly, her face was like a peach blossom, and her eyes were as clear as water. Some light spots in my memory converged in an instant. I saw that seven years ago, on the steps of the library, she came over with a book and lowered her head. I stopped her: "So hard?" She nodded with a smile, and I said, "I want to find I don't know if you'd like to go drinking with me personally The two looked at each other solemnly. Gradually, a smile appeared on the corner of her mouth. The smile gradually spread and became bigger. Suddenly, there was a puff. The two laughed inexplicably. In a ball, stroking each other eagerly, a part of my body re-emerges, just as my phone rang.

Zhao Yan asked me angrily: "Chen Zhong, how can you do things like this?" I said what's wrong, she said that Fatty Dong had looked for her just now and called her a traitor, "I'm kind. Kindly tell you, I didn't expect you to turn around and sell me! Are you still human?!" She cried, then hung up the phone with a bang.

Zhao Yue asked what was wrong. I gritted my teeth and didn't speak. After a while, I started to call Liu San's cell phone. He didn't answer. sound.

I said you give me an explanation, he hesitated for a long time and said, "Brother Chen, there is something I've always wanted to ask you."
"Ask!" I said through gritted teeth.
"Fatty Dong wrote a letter to complain about President Sun. You knew it well, why didn't you stop it or tell him?"
In fact, thisI have always regretted the incident. Fatty Dong told me when he got up and told me that Lao Sun was a waste. It would be good for everyone to get rid of him. I also thought it was my chance, so I just let them mess around without saying a word from the beginning to the end. talk.
I said, "You're messing with me with Fatty Dong just for this?" He didn't say anything. I told you to come out and let's have a face-to-face talk. He said that since everything has reached this point, there is no need to talk anymore. I was furious and said that Liu San is my mother! He smiled on the phone and said, "My mother is already old, Brother Chen, if you really want to live, I will find two young ones for you."

(10)

Li Liang's wedding shocked half of Chengdu. On May 1st, 20 shiny Mercedes-Benz cars lined up slowly from the Splendid Garden to the Binjiang Hotel. Several traffic police teams greeted them, so there was no obstacle along the way. I drove a 320 and walked in the front, humming a little song in my heart, with Zhonghua in my mouth, and running at a red light, full of "evil young" style. Li Liang sat next to him with a serious expression, wearing a Zegna suit of more than 30,000, which looked awesome. I deliberately teased him, saying that Li Liang, my son, married you a wife today, why are you still so serious? He didn't smile, and told me seriously: "Why do I feel a little scared?" I said there was something scary, but Ye Mei wouldn't eat you, at most she just contained you. He was angry and laughed, punched me, then turned his back to the sky, sighed, and looked very sad.

As a witness of Li Liang's innocent times, I know every one of her girlfriends, even their bra sizes - don't think about it, Li Liang told me. In the first semester of his freshman year, he fell in love with a girl from Jiangsu in the Department of Physical Education. The girl had the face of a standard beauty, with big eyes and red lips, fair skin, and a straight nose, but her body was really bad, her arms were as thick as my calves, The shoulders are big and the waist is round, and the back is huge. There are rumors in the rivers and lakes that in a certain month in the cafeteria, she competed for a spot with a four-eyed macho man. After a few rounds of fighting, the macho fell down from exhaustion, sitting on the ground babbling and screaming, as if he was caught in the magic of attracting stars. This girl has to run a thousand kilometers every morning, and she is galloping like a galloping horse. The two majestic buildings in front of her chest are tossing and shaking, and the waves are turbulent, which is very spectacular. One day we were chatting after the lights were turned off, the sixth in our dormitory, Chen Chao from Shandong, clapped his hand on the edge of the bed and sincerely expressed his admiration for that chest: "My mother, those are just two Mount Tais!" The name spread like wildfire. I don't know what Li Liang loves Mount Tai, but I believe that it is definitely true love. Li Liang comes back every day after turning off the lights. No matter whether I sleep or not, he always pulls me behind the water room and reports to me the progress of the day. When they pulled their hands, when they kissed their mouths, and when Li Liang climbed the "Tarzan" with his hands, I knew all about it. At that time, Li Liang was really handsome, with a blushing little face and bright eyes. Every day, he wrote some sour poems like "Upstream/Hugging you in the river", which made Wang Datou very contemptuous. When no one was around, he secretly asked me, "Did Li Liang have water in his head?"

Later, when the summer vacation came, Taishan wanted to go back to his hometown in Nanjing. We went to the station to see her off together. The two of them With tears in my eyes, I was holding hands to look at it, and I kept sniffling. I wanted to laugh next to me but didn't dare. The train drove away, and Tai Shan waved his hand sadly in the car. No one thought of what happened next. Li Liang suddenly rushed out like a leopard and ran after the train. I love you, I-love-you!" The voice was loud and clear, causing everyone to look at him. About 100 meters away from me, Li Liang fell with a plop. I ran over a few steps and saw him lying motionless on the ground, blood slowly flowing from his head.

Tell 10,000 people about your dream
The dream will grow wings
──Li Liang·"Love"
After the holiday, they separated very strangely . When I asked Li Liang why, he didn't say a word, just smoked sullenly. The same is true for several of his later girlfriends. It has not been more than three months since they broke up. I suspect that there is a problem with Li Liang's sexual function. One day I read a book and saw it very late, and quietly climbed up on Li Liang's bed to get a cigarette. He was lying face-in, but when he heard the sound, he turned around suddenly, his face was pale, and he stared at me in panic. I'm sure he was masturbating.

There is a kind of person who can give up everything for love, such as Li Liang. I respect and despise this kind of person, and I have mixed feelings. I've always regarded love as a toy, loving no one, or in other words, I only love myself - at all times. After breaking up with Tai Shan, Li Liang's mental state was extremely unstable, and he often disappeared in the middle of the night. Wang Datou and I looked for him everywhere with knives in our hands, and finally saw him sitting in the woods opposite the girls' building, facing the window of Mount Tai, whistling out of tune. Just as I was about to call him, Wang Datou grabbed hold of him, when the moonlight tilted a little and sprinkled the trees like mercury. I saw two big tears slowly falling down Li Liang's face.

Li Liang must be missing Mount Tai, I thought while stepping on the accelerator. He's better than me now, earns money, has status, and understands all philosophical issues, but in my mind, he's still the shy first-year college student who wore a 5-dollar T-shirt many years ago.

In order to make Li Liang happy, I tried my best to be funny at the wedding. I asked Ye Mei, "Are you willing to accept Li Liang as your husband?" Ye Mei nodded, and I continued: "Would you like to, um, no matter the wind and rain, thunder and lightning, warm in winter and cool in summer, you will love him and keep him cool--with him?" The guests burst into laughter, and Ye Mei glared at me fiercely. , I felt a chill in my heart, thinking of that night in Leshan, I was speechless for a long time.

When the bride and groom came over to make a toast, Wang Datou put seven or eight plates on top of a large bowl, and asked Ye Mei to give him the number: "Tell me, how many plates are in a bowl (night)?" Ye Mei I babbled for a long time, talking about seven dishes in one night, and the whole table was laughing. Zhao Yue was lying in my arms, laughing out of breath. I said that your family, Li Haohao, is amazing. The person next to him was even more breathless with laughter. Ye Mei was stunned for a while, then suddenly picked up the wine glass on the table and splashed it on my face with a slam. The cold wine slowly flowed through my chest, I raised my head, Seeing Wang Datou opened his mouth in astonishment.

The next thing was a bit chaotic, the whole hall was buzzing, Zhao Yue was busy wiping the drink off my face, Wang Datou jumped up and stood there bewildered, Ye Mei Holding the wine glass with a flushed face, Li Liang looked at me with a half-smile but not a smile. His eyes seemed to have deep meaning. I licked my lips. The 800-plus bottle of port wine is mellow and sweet, with a slightly sour taste.

No one was in the mood for the bridal chamber that night. Wang Datou stammered in front of the microphone, and the wedding ended in haste. On the way home, Zhao Yue looked out of the car and said nothing. I deliberately drove the car very fast, trying to tease her to speak, but from getting in the car to entering the house, she never looked at me directly.

I said what's wrong with you, she didn't say anything, she lay down on the bed in her clothes, digging at the wall with her fingers. I went to hug her, she broke away silently, I said what happened to you, but it was talking. Zhao Yue said yin and yang angrily, "What's wrong with me, what does it have to do with you?" I laughed angrily and said that the relationship is big, you are my wife. She said again: "Are you more interested in other people's wives now?" I became anxious and glared at her, "What do you mean?" Zhao Yue met my gaze without fear, "You said What do I mean?!"

I felt a little guilty, turned my head away in anger, and hummed "neuropathy". Zhao Yue ignored me and continued to dig at the wall. I sat there stupidly, suddenly remembered something, ran downstairs in three steps and two steps, and dialed a number on the public phone at the gate of the courtyard.
A man's voice came from the microphone, saying who are you looking for, I said I'm looking for Zhao Yue. He was stunned for a moment and asked me, "Who are you?" I said I was Zhao Yue's husband, "Who are you?" He didn't speak, and after two or three minutes, I heard "Beep— beep" sound. I hung up the phone and called Zhao Yue's cell phone again. The system prompts: "The user you dialed is on the phone, please call again later." I smiled vacantly.

My heart is very uncomfortable, like a cat scratching. I called and asked Wang Datou to come out for a drink, Wang Datou said he was going to sleep, let’s drink it another day, he seemed impatient; I called Zhou Weidong again, Zhou Weidong said he was in Qingcheng Mountain and would come back the day after tomorrow; I called my brother-in-law’s cell phone, and he He scolded him at the beginning, saying that the whole family had a dinner yesterday, and you would not come after waiting for you. "The old man muttered all night."

Several fire trucks whizzed past, presumably somewhere on fire again. It was a very quiet night, some lights were off, some lights were on, there was laughter in one room, crying in another, and in the dark shadows where the lights couldn't shine, I looked at myself and smiled.

A taxi stopped beside me, and the driver nodded to me. I smiled, opened the door and sat up.
"Where to go?"
"Find a good place to play."
"What are you playing for?"
"Playing with mother-in-law."
He said go to Longtan, On Yaowuyi Street, there are groups of wives, beautiful people and cheap prices.
"Okay, let's go to Longtan, Yaowuyi Street." I said.

(11)

The taxi was parked under an advertisement wall with "specializing in gonorrhea and syphilis, a model old military doctor", I gave the driver 50 yuan, he asked if he wanted to wait for me, I said no , I will sleep here tonight.

Yaowuyi Street refers to the basic consumer price: you can get it all here for 150 yuan. There are about seventy or eighty dance halls on both sides of the road, with vulgar and low-quality lanterns hanging on the doors, and the sound of cows howling and horses neighing in the rooms. Under the guise of youth and fat powder, they greeted me with a smile.

As I walked slowly along the way, there were endless greetings from the side, all of them were flattering, subtle and emotional, "Come in, handsome guy, I love you!" "The people are beautiful, and the price is appropriate, so the Guwazi won't come in!" The open-minded seduced him, "Handsome guy, come here to play, my sister's kung fu is very good!" A short man in his thirties kept Follow me and introduce his business advantages to me: "They are all fifteen or sixteen years old, fresh and tender, come on!" I let go of his hand and looked at the girls on the side of the road as I walked. The phone rang, and Zhao Yue called and pinched it off; she didn't give up and continued to call, and I simply turned off the phone.

Zhao Yue's first mobile phone was bought by me on May 1, 1997, four years ago today. Motorola's Gc87c sold for more than 5,000 at that time. Zhao Yue thought it was too expensive and refused to take it. He was severely criticized by me: "Do you think the mobile phone was bought for you? I'm taking it for the convenience of checking the post! Only then did Zhao Yue accept it angrily. In the first few months, she almost never turned on the phone, and the monthly phone bill was lower than the phone fee. After the deputy chief staff member was offered, the Communist Party reimbursed her 150 yuan per month, and she officially became a mobile phone family.

That phone number appeared very frequently in her call list in the past two months. At most, she called nine times a day, and the longest call time was one.Hours and 17 minutes, and it was called until 3:00 in the middle of the night. I checked the date. It was the day I bought the roses. When they were talking on the phone, I was waiting for her to come back at home, trying to figure out how to apologize to her.

Li Liang's marriage has made me feel bad for the past two days. I borrowed a car from the armed police, contacted the banquet, arranged the bridal chamber, wrote invitations and sent invitations. I felt better when I was busy. I can't help but think of this incident, wondering where the two of them dated, where they went to bed, and whether Zhao Yue was lying under the man humming as usual. Strange to say, though, when I think about these things, I'm not angry at all, just a little sad. I drank a little wine last night, and I stood in front of the window for a long time. Li Liang may have seen a little sign and asked me what was on my mind. I hesitantly covered it up.

I regret making that phone call. If the matter is not made clear, everything can be salvaged. I would rather believe that I am paranoid, and I would rather give myself to accept any explanation from Zhao Yue, even if I am suspicious in my heart for the rest of my life. But now, a stranger suddenly came in, and the distance between me and Zhao Yue suddenly became farther, lighter, and colder, like a thousand miles away. A round-faced girl came up to pull me, rubbed my arms with her plump breasts, and said, handsome man, you are so handsome, I want to love you. I sneered, thinking that love is too cheap, you can buy a lot for 150 yuan. This girl's butt is very beautiful, round and slightly upturned. I touched it, and it felt very good. Followed her into the door, the lights in the room were dim, she stripped off three times, lying on the bed and smiled at me, I hugged her and buried my head in her chest, thinking if Zhao Yue died now Yes, I will not cry.

When I went downstairs, the girl pretended to be gentle, sticking to my side, my husband and the old man kept calling, and I suddenly got angry and stared at her fiercely, "Fuck you! Who is it? It's your husband?!" She widened her eyes in surprise, I scolded "bitch" and walked out the door with my head held high. I vaguely heard her greeting my mother from behind.

I turned on my phone and checked the time. It was past twelve o'clock. There were countless cars parked on the street. Most of the Chengdu men who were full of food and drink chose to come out at this time to consume their excess. energy. In this bumpy street, in the lanterns and music, between the powder and condoms, how many sad stories about youth? I sighed inwardly, feeling a little hungry, and then I remembered that I didn't eat anything for dinner at all. Ye Mei's glass of wine was spilled, and I didn't even taste the specially-made hairy crabs.

Zhao Yue called again, I hesitated for a while, but still answered, she asked me what I was doing, I said I was visiting prostitutes, she said, "I know you misunderstood me a little, you go home Come and let's have a good talk." I said I haven't ejaculated yet, you wait a while. She cursed shamelessly and hung up the phone.

I was a little happy, thinking about Zhao Yue's angry appearance, I felt very happy. There is a snack bar on the side of the road. I walked over and asked for two bottles of Blue Sword beer, a few cold dishes, fried twice-cooked pork, and ate it with relish. At this time, Wang Datou must have slept with his wife in his arms, and Li Liang was probably still fighting with Ye Mei. I feel a little sad when I think of Li Liang, my dear Li Liang, I picked up my wine glass and faced the dimly lit Chengdu, my good brother, please forgive me, if I had known Ye Mei was your woman, I would have killed me. won't touch her either.

The hygiene of the small shop is just not up to standard. A long hair came out of the double-cooked pork. I felt disgusted, turned my head and spit, and saw a dark green Honda Accord slowly driving Come over, Fatty Dong held the steering wheel and looked out. I drank my drink in one gulp, stood up alertly, and watched Fatty Dong stroll past one by one, and finally stopped at the entrance of a karaoke hall called "Red Moon".

Fatty Dong has a good-looking face, fat head and big ears, and a good-looking appearance, but he is really flattering to marry a wife. He is dry, thin, and terribly ugly. One day, he was on the street. When they met them, his wife walked in front of him with a cigarette in his mouth, and Fatty Dong followed him obediently like a pet pig, with a very awe-inspiring expression. On the March 8th last year, Fatty Dong was two hours late, with scars on his face and neck, blurred eyes, and tears. I guess he must have been beaten by his wife.

I looked through my phone contacts and found Fatty Dong's house number. I pressed the call button with a smile, and heard his wife's gloomy voice: "Who is it?" I was about to speak when suddenly A flash of light flashed through my mind, and a brilliant idea came up. I hung up the phone without hesitation, ran to the roadside payphone booth, and pressed three numbers: 110.

The policewoman on duty had a very gentle voice and asked me what was the matter. I lowered my voice and said that someone was carrying drugs. Recently, the public security department has been vigorously anti-drug, I heard that a drug hero was specially transferred from Xichang. Li Liang had a high school classmate who opened a Mala Tang restaurant in Meishan. He bought half a catty of poppy shells at the Hehuachi market last week, but he was caught on the spot. Don't worry about it! It's in the limelight right now, whoever touches the drug case will die!"

When the policewoman heard the word "drug", she immediately became nervous and asked me about the location and appearance of the characters, and I said roughly In the direction, I reported the license plate number of Fatty Dong, and finally said that I didn't see clearly, "I seem to be quite fat, wearing a purple shirt, the white powder may be hidden on the body or in the tires." The policewoman asked my name and identity again. ID number, I pretended to be very scared and said that you should stop asking, or I would not report the case.

In 1999, I was unlucky once in Mianyang. As soon as I took off my clothes, I heard a knock on the door. Just as I was about to take it off and change it, the door was kicked open, and two fierce police officers rushed in. It was dark in front of me, and I almost fainted, thanks to the young lady who held me by my side. That time, I was fined 4,000 yuan, thanks to a lot of money, otherwise I would be in trouble.

I smiled and hung up the phone, happy in my heart. After thinking about it, it's not enough, Fatty Dong can't be so cheap, and only a few thousand yuan for prostitution, it's just a drizzle to Fatty Dong. If you beat a snake, you will be devoured. I want to be more poisonous. After calculating for a long time, I decided to call my brother-in-law. My brother-in-law works as a lace news editor for the "Huaxi Business Daily", and every day he publishes some dirty fake news, such as where there are two-headed snakes, where the cock lays double-yolk eggs, etc., so I always call him "the five" , with the same name as a fool played by Feng Gong back then. Brother-in-law is good-natured, always smiling, saying that you are a doll, not to provide me with some news clues, but also to trample me.

My brother-in-law was already asleep, and he didn't seem very happy when he answered the phone, so I went straight to the topic and said to provide you with a news clue: drug dealers go to prostitutes at night, and police officers show their might. He suddenly became interested, and after asking about the incident, he said that I would send a reporter to interview immediately. He hummed, and was about to hang up when I called "brother-in-law" to stop him. He said what was wrong, I thought about it for a while, and simply told the truth, "You must post this person's photo in the newspaper," he said. Saying you have grudges, I said yes, "If you don't help me, I'll be finished."

After talking on the phone with my brother-in-law, I stopped an Otto on the side of the road. When I got out, I asked him, "Go to Chengdu, do you want to go?" He said how much you paid, I gave him 200 yuan, then got in the car, called Fatty Dong's house, and told his wife: "Dong Only prostitutes in Longtan!”

(12)

In 1996, Zhao Yue and I went to Mount Emei to play, and at Fuhu Temple, we met a stinky Taoist priest who told fortunes. The "stink" is really stink, as fragrant as if it had just come out of the sewer. Zhao Yue usually loves cleanliness, but I didn’t know what was wrong that day, so she insisted on pulling me to do the math. After some nonsense, the old man said that the two of us would definitely not come to an end, “The enemy of the past life, the enemy of this life” Zhao Yuexin thought it was true, his face turned pale, and he kept asking if there was any way to break the law. The old demon was stroking a few oily beards, his eyes shining brightly, and said that if he was willing to pay 200 yuan, he could think of a way to break it for us. . Disregarding my repeated objections, Zhao Yue immediately gave Lao Dao 200 yuan, which was half of her first month's salary. I jumped with anger. Lao Yaodao gave her a black pot like a urinal, saying that this urinal is not an ordinary thing, it can "drive away ghosts and gods and avoid villains", I sneered and asked if it had been filled with Yuanshi Tianzun's urine, which was destroyed by Zhao Yue He kicked hard and said I was blasphemous. On the way back to Chengdu, I gave Zhao Yue a nickname, Urinary Pot Shitai, a third-generation disciple of the Emei School. I was talking happily when I turned my head and saw Zhao Yue was looking out the window and weeping quietly. I asked her what was wrong, and she said something that moved me, "Whether it works or not, Chen Zhong, you know what I want is not this jar, but your heart." I patted her hand softly. He comforted: "Don't worry, my heart will always be in this urinal." For more than a year after that, Zhao Yue bowed to the urinal on every fifteenth day of the first lunar month, chanting words in her mouth. I don't know what to mutter. I have made serious protests against her visit to the shrine on many occasions, and Zhao Yue always responded with rolling eyes and pink fists. Later, I was annoyed and pretended to miss the urinal and smashed it into a pulp. Zhao Yue also cried because of this, saying that I was intentional, and every time I quarreled, I had to take it out for court.

When I went upstairs, I thought that life is not broken, no matter whether the jar is intact or not. Destiny is only partially under my command, and God has the final say at critical moments, just like the "Zhao Family Law" created by Zhao Yue when we were just married: I listen to Zhao Yue in small matters, and Chen Zhong in big matters. According to her authoritative explanation, only those who get the top three items in the news network can be considered a major event. At that time, Zhao Yue would read "Zhao's Family Law" every day before going to bed, then jump into my arms and dance, sing and laugh like a child. Since when did we gradually forget the family law of "six hits, eight punishments and twelve castrations"? Since when did our lives become endless, without all those thoughts, cares, and laughs?

The TV is on, the screen is full of snow, and the speakers make a harsh sizzle. I was a little angry, thinking that I didn't know how to turn off the TV after watching it. After walking around the room, I found that all the lights were on, but no one was there, and I didn't know where Zhao Yue went. The window on the balcony was wide open, and a gust of cool wind blew in. I shivered involuntarily, lying on the window and looking down, it was pitch-dark night outside. My hair suddenly stood up one by one, thinking that Zhao Yue would not have jumped out of here because she couldn't think of it.

In my senior year, there was an aura of death in the class. First, Zhang Jun from Qiqihar, who lived in the dormitory opposite me, died of lymphoma cancer. His girlfriend passed out crying when she came to collect her belongings. Then there was the talented girl Qi Yan from the next class who jumped off the 16th floor of the teaching building on a beautiful spring night and fell to the ground. Qi Yan has always been the target of our collective lust in our dormitory. She looks exactly like Guan Zhilin. She sings and plays the piano and hosts the party well. Dancing with her is a pleasure. The day before she died, she sat in ourWhen eating opposite, I picked out the oily fat and threw it on the table, I kept saying it was a waste, Qi Yan gave me a look, and said Chen Zhong, if you want to eat it, take it, don't hum, I Just as he was about to answer, Zhao Yue stomped his foot hard, and hurriedly acted honestly, bowing his head shyly. The next day, I heard that Qi Yan committed suicide by jumping off the building, with a 3-month-old fetus in her stomach.

In the last month of our college years, we all feel like we are living in a dream. Wine, mahjong or tears, the days are empty, and they will pass in a flash. Li Liang said:
You splurge
Smile at the evening feast
What God owes you
Put it on the account
You owe God
Sooner or later it will be returned
I understand what he means, since then, we have all believed that the rest of our lives are picked up, that life is based on happiness, that God will always break the jar at a critical moment, and the end is a A celebration, or a dirge, we don't care.

That night I wandered around in my home, called Zhao Yue's cell phone, and found that her cell phone was next to the pillow. Her backpack is also there, and a lipstick is slanted in front of the vanity mirror, reminding me of the countless kisses on my red lips. I don't know when it started to rain outside the window, and I felt that my heart was sinking, sinking, sinking to endless depths.

I turned on my flashlight and went downstairs to look for Zhao Yue's body. Walking through the entrance of the building, I saw something in the dark shadow wriggling gently. My scalp was numb, and I walked over boldly. The flashlight illuminated a light yellow aperture. In the center of the aperture, I saw Zhao Yue, my Zhao Yue. Yue, was sitting leaning against the wall with tears in his eyes, with a bottle of Jianzhuang lying beside him.

My name is Chen Zhong, from Chengdu, I hope to be your friend, you are welcome to come and drink with me. At the 92-level orientation party, I stood by the bonfire and said loudly. The freshman Zhao Yue wore a long floral dress that day, dancing in front of me like a butterfly.

Will you always love me as you do now? One summer night in 1994, in the hostel at the entrance of the school, Zhao Yue lay naked in my arms and asked with a red face.

I threw down the flashlight with a bang, hugged Zhao Yue, and said, "I thought you were dead!" Zhao Yue burst into tears, and the flashlight rolled on the ground a few times. Down, according to a crazy and colorful rain line.

I was as excited as my first love that night. He washed Zhao Yue's hands and feet, twisted a hot towel and put it on her forehead, watching her fall asleep like a child. The rain stopped quietly, and there was a sweet fragrance of yellow juicy orchid in the air. I think it tastes pretty damn good, it's almost dawn, and on this sleepless morning, I look at the brightening sky and think, Zhao Yue still loves me, that's a damn good thing.

According to my dad, I was born with a "donkey-ball temper", which means that I don't have a long memory if I don't get beaten, and I rely on whips and chews for education. When I was sixteen years old, I stopped Pang Yuyan, my little sister in the same hospital, and groped around her. My dad bumped me right in the face. When I got home, I was going to pack me up, and gestured in front of my eyes with the belt. With my luck, I smashed the small bookshelf beside the bed with one punch. He thought seriously for a long time, but he estimated that he was not good enough, so he gave up his plan to fight me. But now that I think about what my dad said is quite correct, I really have a bad temper.

May 1, 2001, the day my best friend got married, the day I went to prostitute, the day when my enemy was unlucky, the day my wife was drunk and crying, and I The day I thought she committed suicide by jumping off the building. It was dawn, and the city was shrouded in a cloud of white mist, which looked a little unfamiliar. I boiled a pot of porridge, placed a sweet child, and started giggling in the room.

With life, you never know what it's going to do next. At 7:50, my mother called, and her voice changed, saying that you hurry up and go home, your father is dying.