Author: Thirteen Demons2021/05/24Published in: Taboo BookstoreIs it first published: NoWords: 8,193 words

Volume 1: "I just like bad things "Woman"

Thirteen demons | post-derailment era

Chapter 1: Suffering

The outpatient building in the middle of the night is like a gloomy monastery, except for the bright red writing on the door The light box emits a cloudy halo, and the whole building has no warmth.

The woman walked through the empty hall, went up three flights of stairs, and turned into a dark corridor.

The high-heeled shoes knocked on the terrazzo floor crisply, and the echo reverberated in the narrow space, as if driving away the eager heartbeat, responding to the itch in the body.

It was the door of an office. The light yellow paint peeled off a little, and the door handle was a little loose. When pushed, it made a "creaking" sound.

A small wooden sign sticks out from the wall beside the door, which says Director's Office.

These familiar details made her push the door in without hesitation.

The desk is messy, but the boss chair is empty, and the other half of the room is almost occupied by a massage bed. The strange thing is that the leather bed surface is extraordinarily wide, and several slings with leather rings hang down from the beam above the bed.

The chain and the buckle shook strangely, making a crisp sound, as if a prey had just been releasedor swallowed.

The woman's eyes were firmly locked in the air, and the inexplicable horror made her heart beat faster and faster. Just as he was about to retreat, an arm stretched out from behind the door, wrapping his arms around his flexible waist.

The woman thought she would scream, but what she heard was a greasy moan. In an instant, the itch in his body was ignited, and following the guidance of that arm, he softened into that person's embrace.

"Miss Qi, it's so late, are you here to sleep? You see, I even prepared the bed for you..."

Wet The tip of the slippery tongue hooked my neck along with the male duck's obscene teasing, the woman didn't care about being bored at all, and was stimulated by the hard bump on the back of the waist to make her whole body hot.

Almost at a speed that can be felt by the body, the lewd liquid overflows with scorching heat, making her unconsciously tighten her legs and clasp the big hands stretched out to her chest.

The jacket was involuntarily opened, and two jaw-dropping big tits jumped out. The half-faded blouse just bound the woman's arms, and she could only watch them being captured by two big hands one by one, and ravaged wantonly.

However, the woman immediately realized that this was exactly the refreshing taste she was longing for, and as ifnot strong enough, she puffed out her chest again regardless of shame.

"This boobs are fucking hot, how did you grow up so big, you slut?"

"Stop talking nonsense, I have to go back, When he woke up, he... um—"

The huge hard lump suddenly sank down and pressed against the woman's groin. Although it was separated by two layers of clothes, She felt its hardness and heat.

Being supported by it like this, she moved to the bed step by step. When the woman finally held onto the edge of the bed, she was out of breath.

The skirt was lifted up at some point. One hand scratched and kneaded the woman's buttocks, and quickly inserted it between the legs.

"Oh——"

His hand was so strong that the woman trembled from being rubbed, raised her neck, and whimpered.

Yes, she's not wearing panties! Just to stimulate him, but also to make it easier for him to fuck her! This body has long been tamed, as long as it is teased a little, it will be dripping with desire. He must have touched Sao Shui with one hand.

The woman couldn't wait to slump her waist and raised her buttocks. This is her favorite position, very much like a bitch in heat.

Every time the man stabs in at once, using the most fitting and tricky angle, he mercilessly stabs at herfucking heart. Sometimes all it takes is one stroke to climax!

"You want it so much?" The man let go of his tits and ass, and snorted coldly, "What a cunt that can't be fucked!"

Woman Hearing the sound of the man taking off his pants, his mind started to heat up, and he didn't want to pay attention to those foul language. The pussy was running, her legs were spread apart, and she couldn't help twisting her buttocks.

"Come on, please come in quickly! Please... let me have fun, I want to have fun!" The woman closed her eyes, shouting in her heart, but endured silent.

In that case, she wouldn't be able to say anything even if she died, she would rather do it by herself, to steal, to be dissolute, and to find him again and againdesperately...

While swallowing his saliva, his mind was full of deeper and deeper gasps. The woman's tits are so full, she is waiting! The woman's cunt is dripping, she is waiting! The woman's heart is about to jump out, she is waiting!

Finally, a hand was placed on the waist. The buttocks trembled. women can feel thatThe incomparably thicktip is frighteningly hot, and it suddenly penetrates into the groin, and rubs hard on the flower lips.

"Ah——"

The sourness like electricity almost rubs against the woman's heart—why doesn't it come in! Hurry up! I can't take it anymore!

"I'm sorry..."

The male duck said these three words lightly.

The hand was still on the waist, but the heat subsided, and the woman's heart flickered, almost unable to stand still.

"Hey... I'm sorry! Humph... haha..."

Seems to have found the funniest joke in the world. It's getting louder andunbearable, "Haha... ah--I'm sorry, slut! Slut! Smelly bitch! Ah--haha..."

Woman His body gradually stiffened amidst the laughter, the lewd water hanging on the inside of his thigh was icy cold, and his heart had already sunk!

Suddenly the laughter changed, into another person, also saying sorry, laughing so sad, so sad!

That's Xu Bo's voice, the voice of a woman's husband! She was frightened and looked back, only to see the office door swinging empty and desolate...

Suddenly, a hard thing pierced her body.

"Ah——" The woman was knocked forward, opened her eyes suddenly, and opened her mouth to breathe out, but found that the surroundings were pitch black. curtain.

Sweat drenched the whole body. Panicked and out of breath, Qi Jing found that Xu Bo's arms were loosely draped around his waist, and his back was pressed against his thick chest.

His face was almost buried in her hair, and his warm and steady breath brushed against his earlobe, causing itches.

At night, it was extremely quiet, but very warm.

Qi Jing closed her eyes again, and the heat wave in her body gradually subsided after several twists and turns.

The moist breath blowing in the ear is like the wind in the field, obstinately subduing the withered grass, wrinkling the lake water, and filling the boundless emptiness regardless of regardless.

The perception of the surroundings returns to the body bit by bit.

The soft and fragrant bed, the hand on the waist, the embrace leaning on the back, the trembling hair, and the suppressed sobbing in her slow panting pierced The silence of the night.

When the fingers subconsciously stroked the lower abdomen, the silence there made her body shake when she picked it up from the boiling soup of desire, as if hit by a bullet, her heart was in one The pieces shattered in an instant.

At some point, the pillow was already wet with tears, and the cold, heavy and boundless remorse and humiliationturned into a rough-edged stone, which fell into her throat, becoming more and more serious. Shen.

Xu Bo turned over, his arms left her waist, and changed to a lying down position. The back suddenly lost its support, and the sweat on his body was slightly cool.

After a long time, Qi Jing finally calmed herself down, turned around slightly, and turned her head to look. Through the moonlight penetrating through the gaps in the curtains, one can clearly see his handsome outline from his forehead, eyebrows to the bridge of his nose.

Xu Bo's mouth moved a bit, uttering a vague dream, and then his Adam's apple rolled back and forth, and he swallowedlifted his smooth skin. For a moment, she realized that she was surrounded by a familiar atmosphere.

Suddenly, she had an urge to touch, but after trying several times, she couldn't muster the courage to reach out, as if there were thousands of mountains and rivers between her.

Although sleeping in the same bed, they have never done it.

The time limit for prohibiting intercourse from the doctor has passed long ago, but Xu Bo will only hug her body gently at most, and persuade her to go to bed early with a smile, without touching any Sensitive areas.

He has never been a gentleman of self-discipline and courtesy, even when he is lying in the ward with an ankle injury, he still has to seize the opportunity of no one to make out.

But now, she is no longer fussy, and the gesture of hugging her is gentle and intimate, without deliberately avoiding taboos, and without the slightest impulse.

Faced with such a peaceful life, Qi Jing's heart is only cold, but who can she blame?

When I woke up again, it was already bright, and the other side of the bed was empty.

Qi Jing stretched out her hand to caress the residual temperature on the sheet, she was so exhausted that she almost struggled to get up.

Her waist is turning into a gourd day by day, and even the movement of sitting down in front of the dressing table is a bit clumsy.Looking at herself in the mirror, she couldn't help feeling annoyed.

After trimming the hair in front of the forehead, the plain face in the mirror is still beautiful, but the complexion is slightly pale, and the somewhat sluggish eyescan't hide the tiredness after insomnia.

She sighed softly, bent the corner of her mouth towards herself, and made a forced smile.

This is homework that needs to be done every day.

In the past, it was to tell myself that you are born beautiful, youthful and invincible, and bravely accept those appreciation, envy, jealousy, and even lustful eyes.

Smile to yourself like this, and you will be full of confidence throughout the day!

Later, There are more and more things on the dressing table day by day, more and more high-end. Gradually more content was added to that smile.

There is the charm of time, there is also the burnout day after day, there is the calm and sophistication of the growth of experience, and there is also the blankness when you are inadvertently confused, faintly entangled with a trace of depression .

Look at the time, it's almost eight o'clock.

Qi Jing is also a member of the system, she doesn't hold any power, and she doesn't care much about her status as a civil servantthat others value.

The boredom in relaxation should belong to the advanced version of boredom. She silently caressed the perfect lines on her cheeksunwilling to be lonely. Maybe it was just too boring that made her ghost Lost.

Take a deep breath, and start to practice the bottles and cans on the table, the movements are light and skillful, every step is clear in the heart, without thinking.

For her, make-up is nothing more than a proper modification and embellishment, starting from the details, highlighting her own advantages without leaving a trace, there is no need for a huge project of a makeover.

"You can't see any changes!" Xu Bo has complained more than once for those small bottles that cost thousands. As everyone knows, the highest level of makeup is to make it impossible for people to see that you are wearing makeup.

After tidying up, I stood in front of the full-length mirror and looked at myself. Although I had to wear a loose-fitting dress, the person in the mirror was still graceful and radiant.

The bulging breasts prop up the hem of the skirt, the abdomen does not show any mountains and dews at all, and the curves of the shoulders, back, waist and hips are faintly visible, which is more intriguing.

"Jingjing, hurry up, I'm late for work." It was my mother who shouted.

Qi Jing didn't respond and walked out directly.

My mother was eagerly urging and giving Xu Bosheng soy milk, and there was an unconcealable flattery in her smile. The charred fried dough sticks, golden fried eggs, and milky soy milk on the table are warm and steamy.

Wearing a sweatshirt, Xu Bo took a look at Qi Jing with fried dough sticks in his mouth, said "Eat it quickly", and continued to eat with his head down. The ends of his hair were wet, whether it was sweat or not drying after taking a shower.

Qi Jing couldn't hear the emotion in his voice, she said "um", walked to the table, picked up a fried dough stick, took a biteand went to get the bag on the cabinet.

"I'm coming soon..."

Before the next two words came out, Xu Bo leaned over, grabbed her arm, and pulled her backwards
Back to the table.

Chewing the food in his mouth, he stretched out his hand to point to the chair, raised his eyes and glanced at her, there was still no joy or anger behind the usual domineering eyes.

Recently, Qi Jing seems to have been equipped with a radar in her mind, always unconsciously capturing emotional fluctuations in a man's every move. Unfortunately, it has not been very easy to use. This time Again in vain.

"Eat well, you can't lack nutrition now." Xu Bo took a sip of soy milk, swallowed the food, and spoke in the same tone as usual, but he didn't look at her.

"Yes, yes, Jingjing, you are not alone now, you can't let your temper go and ignore it like before."My mother quickly echoed, pushing two fried eggs to her In front of him, "You see, Xu Bodo cares about you!" The tone of his voice was full of blatant flattery.

Qi Jing put the fried dough stick in her hand to her mouth, and obediently picked up the spoon.

"Caring", "before", "not alone", each word stimulated her nerves in different directions.

It's been two months.

That day, Xu Bo dragged her out of the operating room involuntarily, and went straight home. She asked why. He was just silent, didn't say a word until he entered the house, and put her on the bed with a sullen face.

She had never seen him like this before, and she was submissive to his mercy, beating a drum in her heart, seeing him get up and going out of the room, she couldn't bear it anymore, and chased his back and asked:

"What's the matter?"

He closed the bedroom door and went out without looking back. Qi Jing heard the sound of a lighter in the living room.

A burst of nausea hit her, she got up and rushed to the bathroom, but retched in vain, but tears couldn't stop pouring out. I don't know if the pregnancy reaction is too strong or what, I just feel uncomfortable as if my chest is crushed.

At the beginning, the parents of the two families were looking forward to their having a child, saying that the first child would be the best, so they had to plan carefully and prepare carefully.

But now everything is over. The first child in her belly looked like a devil covered with barbs, she could even hear its sharp and ear-piercing mocking sound!

In the few days after Chen Jingyu disappeared, she didn't eat or drink, even during the day, she felt lying in the boundless darkness, without a trace of life in her body.

The wedding photos that I didn't have time to put away after the divorce are still hanging on the bedside, and the whole room that was once warm and infinite has becomea boundless hell of ridicule, constantly echoing the hysterical words of an adulteress bed calls.

In the quagmire of sensuality, she was overwhelmed by wave after wave of orgasm, licking a giant like a bitchBig dick, but naively thinks that it is filled with magical family skills and respectable education
.

Actually, I just want this elegant but shameless dick to fuck me.

That shameless whore is herself!

In the silence of the night, Qi Jing could hear the blood flowing all over her body, from her increasingly weak heart to the warm uterine cavity under her lower abdomen.

There is an ignorant life being bred there.

She didn't know whether to thank it or hate it, it made her see her own frivolity and childishness, and awakened thatludicrous and ridiculous dream.

Maybe before long, it will also take away all the power of her life, making her see and hear nothing, do not have to think about anything.

"... Seeing him makes my heart beat!"

This is what she said in front of her own mother, and she can still clearly remember her face froze Surprised, who is this far-fetched and shameless reason for?

Except for that whore herself, who the hell still believes in the feeling of a heartbeat?

Whether it is carnal desire or love, it turns out to be so vague.

That beast in clothes and clothes actually ran away without even having the guts to show up. Such a bastard actually let her feed him and still willingly dream of living together and flying together.

She was really fucked by that big dick, and she was so stupid that she let go of her dignity and disregarded her shame, let alone the pride she once had.

In order to please him, what despicable things have you not done? Once a woman believes in love, will her IQ really be wiped out?

Everything was destroyed by a "sorry". The most ridiculous ending is this. No matter how clear the distinction is, what is the point for a withered and withered body?

No matter what it feels like, if the heart stops beating, it will turn into illusion.

However, there is really someone more stupid than her, that is, the man sitting in the living room smoking one cigarette after another.

Xu Bo stood in front of her when she was most embarrassed, and told those people that he was her husband! But she was already unable to welcome him back to their former home, so she could only run away alone.

When she was about to exhaust the last energy of her life and had no hope for the world, he came, withoutblame, without resentment, just holding her tightly in his arms... ...

However, she has no face to call him husband, so she can only say sorry, sorry!

From the beginning to the end, she wanted to say these three words. She always knew that it was wrong, but she refused to admit it.

At first she told herself that he was not good, that he spent his days and drinks, that he was domineering, that he didn't understand her thoughts, and that he was self-righteous and would only use money to send her off. But no matter how many reasons, they can't cover the shadow of those three words in my heart.

She remembered that she said those three words after all, maybe just to give herself an explanation.

That day Xu Bo signed the divorce agreement and left the house in a daze. The moment he walkedout the door, she blurted out in a panic, her voice was so weak, her guilt exhausted her courage, and she didn't know if heheard it.

At that moment, she realized how afraid she was to see his back leaving sadly.

Unexpectedly, he didn't go far, he came back.

When he hugged her broken and filthy body, she clearly realized that the only nostalgia in this world was left with these three words.

You can also say sorry in front of him.

At that moment, how grateful her numb and cold heart was for God's tolerance and for giving such an opportunity.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

Qi Jing exhausted all her strength and didn't expect his forgiveness. Feeling dark, you don't have to continue to face your own ugliness and all the absurd right and wrong that can't be recalled.

He didn't say whether to forgive or not, what responded to her was a warm and gentle kiss. She felt that her haggard
stiff body was lightly and shattered by his kiss, and her dry heart was burning like a pain.

There was a sharp howl in the room, followed by heart-piercing cries. It wasn't until her voice became hoarse as if she swallowed red-hot coals that she realized that the cry was the regret and grievance she had accumulated for a long time.

His arms are so powerful yet cautious, as if holding a lost treasure,until she regained her composure.

The child must be aborted.

She knew that maybe she would live with guilt for the rest of her life, even so, she had no complaints, but she couldn't have this child, and couldn't let Xu Bo suffer such humiliation.

She didn't understand what the scene in the hospital meant, or what was more needed was a clear statement.

Xu Bo has always been quick to talk, quick to deal with things, and this is what she appreciates about him, now he is hiding

The things that have been discussed can't just be left alone.

"It was me who was wrong, I hurt, I regret, I have no right to ask for anything, but I can always be my own master, I don't need unexplained mercy and charity!"

Wiping away the disappointing tears, Qi Jing walked into the living room.

"What's the matter, why?" She said loudly.

Xu Bo glanced at her, but said nothing.

"Speak up! You're dumb!"

Xu Bo stood up from the sofa, and there seemed to be a quagmire under his feet. />God watched her.

At this moment, Qi Jing felt inexplicably flustered, as if standing in front of her was not the man she was familiar with. His shoulders were suddenly as high as a mountain, but he was slightly hunched.

Without continuing to look at her, Xu Bo pinched his cigarette and crushed the cigarette butt into the ashtray.

"I want this child." The voice was lower than ever.

"Are you crazy!? It's not your child..." Qi Jing blurted out, feeling a throbbing pain in her heart.

Xu Bo's body froze, and he turned to look at her again. This time, she saw that there seemed to be two red-hotsteel ingots under the hammer in his eyes.

"But that's your child!"

Qi Jing didn't expect him to say that, her heart skipped a beat, and she immediately replied, "I...we can

br/>Rebirth in the future..."

Her voice has dropped a lot, and she feels that the strength in her body has been pulled away by guilt and regret. .

"What if, this is our only chance?"

Tears welled up again, and he said "we".

Qi Jing was driving in the crowded traffic in Beijing.

I must be late today, so I am not so anxious. The warm soy milk in my stomach seems to cure anxiety. Recalling the look in Xu Bo's eyes at that time, his heart was not much more relaxed than the smog that filled the buildings.

Xu Bo has changed a lot these days. His words are less, not silent, but short and powerful.

The tone is not as perverse and domineering as before, and it sounds much more pleasing to the ear, but the words have become concise and concise, and the tone is unquestionable.

Qi Jing exchanged glances with her mother, and it was obvious that she felt it too.

Xu Bo's character is already strong, but now it seems to be even tougher. Take this morning's behavior as an example, he made her feel like a middle school student.

If Qi Jing didn't pay attention to him in the past, he wouldn't be serious about such trivial matters. But now he is differentWhen he grabbed her arm, he was very strong, but his movements were gentle and firm.

These days, she is often overwhelmed by similar acts of arrogance, sensitive to his attitude,unable to guess his mind.

What makes people feel at ease is that his attitude of not refusing should be measured, and it will not make her feelunacceptable, and even after accepting it, a subtle feeling will grow in her heart easy.

Eating breakfast in a sweatshirt has become Xu Bo's habit. He has been running in the morning for a month and a half. Originally, his physical fitness was good, but he was not considered strong, and it was not too much to describe him as fit and straight.

However, I have never been interested in fitness after being married for many years.

Usually he never leaves his hand with cigarettes, and the frequent drinking sessions make his body weaker and weaker, but he doesn't seem to care. A little wear and tear won't hurt him at all.

Therefore, he repulsed the hospital very much, and Qi Jing guessed that this was also the reason why he was so anxious to be hospitalized with a fracture.

She pretended to ask him casually why he started exercising. He was flipping through a magazine on the bed at the time, and he raised his head and looked out the window and said leisurely: "Because I don't want to See a doctor again..."

Qi Jing stood there dumbfounded.

After a few seconds, he glanced at her with a mischievous smile, and she stared back at him, unable to express what she felt. He also seemed to feel embarrassed, held up the magazine and didn't speak for a long time.

From the day they came back from the hospital, they shared the same bed like husband and wife again. The communication and interaction between the two people also returned to normal in form.

He took her for a pregnancy test, told her to listen to the doctor's words, and asked about her physical condition. Although he often only asked a sentence orally, it didn't make her feel raw. Divided and indifferent.

"He has tried his best."

Qi Jing thought so in her heart. Although it is still obvious that there is a transparent wall there, she cannot pass through it, and he just silently looks at her from the other side of the wall.

The trivial things in this family are still warm and soft, parents and Xu Bo, these people who have to face every day, are still full of kindness.

But Qi Jing seems to feel that everything is torturing her all the time, she can feel it keenlySeeing their eyes casually passing over her belly, like the most cruel and ruthless prison guards, seize every opportunity to whip her shameless debauchery.

This is the harshest punishment life has given her.

The sins I committed deserve such retribution. There is no possibility of accommodating, not even a little room to escape, let alone attempting to destroy the most critical evidence of crime Ridiculous!

"Why?"

"You know why."

"But, it's not fair to you!"

"… ..."

"You talk!"

"What to say, what to say, listen to me!"

"..."

Qi Jing seized almost every opportunity to communicate with Xu Bo, and the result was the same every time.

On this issue, he has a clear attitude, and being arrogant and unreasonable seems to have become his natural privilege, andas the perpetrator, she shouldn't even have the confidence to speak out, she can only She stared at him angrily, feeling overwhelmed in her heart.

Either raise someone else's child, or may not have her own child for the rest of her life. Faced with such a choice, shedoesn't have the courage like him anyway. She can only hide her cowardice, time and time again walk away silently.

After the quarrel, he would still come over to coax her, say some comforting words, and ask her to pay attention to her body, but he would never give her a chance to continue arguing with him.

In any case, the fact that Xu Bo can accept her and think about her and their future shows that he still loves her. People, she should feel grateful and satisfied.

Xu Bo used to like watching football games very much, but it is rare to see him relaxing on the sofa watching TV these days.

If he came back early from get off work, he would shut himself in the study and stay there for an hour or two. The next day, there will be a surprising number of cigarette butts in the trash can.

Qi Jing also reminded him to smoke less, and he promised happily, but cigarette butts still appeared.

They are all strong and unyielding types. They are very compatible in many things, but they will not give in when they argue.

Perhaps because of this, it is impossible for them to attach to each other psychologically. After experiencing the short-term sweetness after marriage, they gradually moved towards a stable state of their own.

She has always felt that this kind of relative independence is a tacit understanding between two people, and it is also a manifestation of their inner maturity.Once the marriage loses the need to maintain it, you can also shake hands chicly and then turn around. Easy to leave.

But I didn't expect that the reality was so unrecognizable, it made people feel heartbroken, and they all became frightened and stupid children.

Xu Bo began to interfere with her eating breakfast, and she also reminded him to smoke less, while observing his words more keenlyUnder the water surface where the hurricane is gradually subsiding, subtle things are happening change.

Feeling uneasy that everything is so unreal, she couldn't help but feel vague expectations, and cast her eyes in his direction.

More often he will come back very late, and he often goes to bed when she is already asleep.

She became sleepy very easily, and she couldn't hold on until ten o'clock, but she always woke up at the quietest time in the morning, looking at the window in the light of the man's snoring, sober .

The more sober she is, the more clearly she sees her absurdity, and easily sees through Chen Jingyu's deliberatehypocritical performance.

Why did you lose your head at that time?

When he made unreasonable demands again and again, why did he defend him in his heart and find reasons for his appeasement and concession?

It was me who was so mean, I gave him my body to touch, let him look there, and almost took the initiative to lie down on that massage bed, as if I couldn't wait any longer.

Was she really a lascivious woman?

It was the second red light, and Qi Jing's car was at least 30 meters away from the zebra crossing. Xiao Xianrou in the car next to her knocked on the window and whistled loudly at her. Two words jumped out of her heart:

"Frivolous"!

Xu Bo has never been like this.

【To be continued】