Chapter 20 Sorrow

After brushing her hair, Liu Xuan stood up and walked out of the study.

Habitually sitting by the phone, trying to pick up the receiver, he stretched his hand halfway, only to realize that he was absent-minded.

With a wry smile, he withdrew his hand and rubbed his swollen temples. The sour feeling in his heart began to permeate again.uncomfortable.

After leaving my younger brother's house in the afternoon, my daughter went to Huangshan to play with her younger brother, daughter-in-law and nephew.want to come back. When I think of myself staying alone in an empty house, I can't help but feel a little timid, afraid to think about it.together, afraid of missing, afraid that the bone-biting lovesickness will spread with loneliness, engulfing myself, without a little bit of disability.Keep.

Throughout the winter vacation, she lived in a state of sleepwalking, and the New Year was not fun, but after allWhen you are with your loved ones, laughter can always dispel the sadness in your heart, and even a momentary laughter can resistA long lovesickness.

I haven't had this kind of feeling for a long time. This kind of bone-destroying longing has been permeating my mind, lingering,Always jumping out of nowhere, piercing soft hearts, and...soft breasts.

I can't help but walk to the phone, wanting to make a phone call and ask the person in my heart, nowWhat are you busy with, do you think of yourself as much as you miss him, do you eat well, wear warm and happyHappy to be with the family. But every time I picked up the phone, but didn't have the courage to dial the number I knew so well, it alwaysWorrying about gains and losses, I just fought a few days ago, and now I fight again, will he bother me, will he think I'm very annoying?Clingy?

Except for the first phone call, which I mustered up the courage to call, the remaining two calls were made by my daughter.Couldn't bear to look at myself in a state of despair, so I made the call for myself.

Thinking of her daughter, Liu Xuan's ears became hot. Her daughter has grown up and is sensible. She never dared toImagine that my daughter knew that she had an "adultery" with the students in her class, and she was even afraid.My daughter will leave me when she finds out, and I will lose the love of my daughter who has been with me for sixteen years.

In fact, she was wrong. She never thought that her daughter's love for her was so tolerant and magnanimous.As for whether it is acceptable for a thirty-seven-year-old mother to be hugged to bed by a boy five years older than herself and fall in love with that boy?child.

Liu Xuan shook his head and smiled wryly. Ever since she could remember, her daughter has been so distressed by herself and wanted to protect herself.Before, I used to run and jump like a tomboy. I always told myself that I wanted to train my body to be strong and protect my mother.lifetime.

I still remember that it was early summer last year, before the weekend, my daughter ran home excitedly and told herself to participateHe joined the special sports class in high school, and also went to the martial arts class outside the school to enroll in the famous Sanda. Liu Xuan was surprised at the timeNo, asked Liu Pan strangely: "You have been learning Taekwondo for more than a year, when did you change your mind to learn Sanda?"up? I don't agree with you learning Taekwondo. It's not common for girls to hum and haha ​​every day.Now learning Sanda again? Isn't Sanda the kind of kung fu that beats people very fiercely? "

"That's right! That's it! Originally, I had to sign up to learn Muay Thai. The teacher at the martial arts school said that my physical strengthNot enough, I can't get the best results by learning that, so I was recommended to learn Sanda. "Liu Pan pouted,My mother forced her long hair back into a ponytail.

"Silly girl! Your physical strength is not enough for Sanda! Be obedient, let's just learn Taekwondo, you seeYour legs are almost as thick as mine now, why do you have to train your waist and arms to be as thick as your mother? "distressedHolding his daughter in his arms, Liu Xuan lovingly stroked her daughter's hair. In less than a year, the boy's head had grown toShoulders, young is good!

"No! After learning Sanda, whoever bullies my mother, I will beat him until he can't find his teeth all over the floor!" LiuPan twisted his head, not letting his mother play with his hair, and changed to a more comfortable position, lying on his mother's lapLie down on the sofa with your whole body flat.

"Like a tomboy all day long! You can't look like a girl!" Poking his daughter's forehead, LiuXuan's heart is warm, her daughter is her own life, and her daughter also regards herself as her life, mother and daughter, depend on each otherFor my life!

"Mom, that... the teacher who chased you, are you still in touch?" He said, setting off his mother's anger.blouse, buried his head in it, smelled the unique fragrance of his mother for a while, Liu Pan pushed his mother's braGo up and start playing with mom's beautiful tits.

"Well... I haven't been in touch for a long time! Damn girl, take it easy!" Already accustomed to her daughter's weird vices, LiuXuan regards it as an expression of her daughter's attachment to herself, even though she once persuaded her daughter that she has grown up and should notNo matter how clingy she is, Liu Pan is obsessed with not regretting it, and Liu Xuan can't hold back her daughter, so it doesn't matter if she thinks about it, so she doesn't regret it.stop again.

Liu Pan had already embraced her mother's nipple, sucking it like a baby. Thinking of my daughter working hard with her head tilted,Liu Xuan sat up straight, bent his back slightly, and let his breasts hang down, so that his daughter could lie on his lapup.

After all, Liu Pan has grown up and is no longer a baby in swaddling clothes. This posture sucks his mother's breast.Without milk, Liu Xuan felt very embarrassed. Every time her daughter touched her like this, her heart beat violently, and her breasts were crispy.Numbness, it feels very strange, and a lot of water will flow out of the lower body. Liu Pan didn't know this, whenever he felt anxious,When restless and disturbed, she will have a strong desire to suck her mother's nipple, the only way to make herBe quiet and let her mind be soothed and she feel at peace.

"Okay, okay! Damn girl! I don't have milk anymore, stop sucking, get up and go shopping with mom, I'll make you milk todayFavorite braised pork and eggplant in sauce. Somewhat unbearable, Liu Xuan straightened up and helped his daughter up with a smile.

"Only mother is bad in this world, don't let Pan'er eat grandma (read it)!" Humming the lyrics he made up, LiuPan jumped to his feet, girlish nature, always easily attracted by new things, "Mom, you don't eat well!If I don't come back today, will you stop eating again? "

"Silly girl! Mom is losing weight! Look at this waist, how thick is it?" Stretching the clothes around his waist, LiuXuan teased her daughter, knowing that her daughter cared about her, she felt warm in her heart, and smiled brightly on her face.

"Huh! Lose weight! Your waist is almost thinner than my legs! If you lose weight, you will catch up with my arms. No, I will lose weight in the future.Come back for dinner every night! "

"From now on, I will come back for dinner every night!" The words were still in my ears, and Liu Xuan recovered from the memories before sending outI felt my cheeks were full of tears. The well-behaved daughter will not come back today, watching the hour hand pass six o'clock, LiuXuan hesitated in his heart, whether he wanted to cook or not. Put your hands on your hips and measure it, the waist seems to be a little thickerSome, I was at my younger brother’s house during the whole vacation, and my parents forced me to eat a lot of good food, my complexion became much ruddy, and my figureBut it is more plump. Pinching the fat on his arm, Liu Xuan was a little apprehensive. I don't know how to be like this.Will Tao disappoint the person in his heart?

Although a little self-deceiving, Liu Xuan decided not to eat tonight, hoping to lose some weight, otherwisetomorrow……

Thinking that he had four classes to attend tomorrow, Liu Xuan had no choice but to bite the bullet and get to the desk. The courseware was ready.Yes, but I don't have a clue about the content of tomorrow's lecture. Never refuse to follow the same courseware to readIn the text, Liu Xuan always hopes to teach students some things that cannot be seen or explained clearly in the textbook, after allShe has been immersed in teaching for many years, and she still knows what students want most.

After thinking for a long time, there is no inspiration. It seems that I can only discuss their vacations with my classmates.Okay, so I know what that friend has been doing this holiday, just thinking of the phone call on New Year's Eve,But I couldn't help feeling a little sour in my heart.

After calming down, Liu Xuan closed the lesson plan and was about to put it aside when he saw the picture that his daughter onceI picked up the note I left for myself and only glanced at it before my face turned red with embarrassment.

"Dear beautiful mother, I'm going to school. There is something I don't know how to tell you, I hesitated for a long timeAfter a long time, I still feel that I should tell you. Last night at around two o'clock, I got up to go to the toilet, feeling drowsyI saw a piece of cloth exposed from the washing machine, and opened it to see that it was your bed sheet. wet on top, plus thatThe smell, and the student who was "begging" with you at home after ten o'clock, all these made me feel sad.Doubt what happened. I have always hoped that the beautiful mother can find a suitable lover, justI never knew that my mother ate so generously, even her own students. I don't object to my mother having a loverLah, but I'm still curious... So, if my mother is willing to tell me the answer, after the examInvite me to eat Bafu Fragrant Duck anytime: If you don’t want to, please invite me to eat Little Sheep Hot Pot, myNot demanding, right?

"Well, that's all! Don't worry about the exam, your daughter will be fine! Oh, by the way, that boy is tallTall and handsome, mom, if you don’t like it, just introduce it to me..."

I have read it more than once, but every time I read it, I feel different in my heart. This time, in addition to feeling the femaleIn addition to the naughty and cleverness of my son, I am more shy. When I think that as a teacher, I am not only at home with myself, but also shy.My student went to bed and was made to climax again and again, and my daughter found out about my "adultery", so embarrassinghuman affairs!

After closing the note, Liu Xuan's heart beat violently, thinking that after being beaten by his daughter, not only did he not restrain himself, but insteadEven more sinking, within a few days, Fangxin has completely fallen. After a few days of obsession and carnival, Liu Xuan was lonelyThe atrium of many years has been completely knocked open, like a young girl in the blooming season, she has fallen into an inextricable love, that kind of twoThe attachment that people can't wait to melt into each other's body, as well as the pleasure of orgasm that penetrates the soul, all make LiuXuan couldn't stop.

On the day Yuan Li left, the man in a professional suit skirt was shot with white semen.Under the two contradictory emotions of extreme pleasure and deep-seated sadness of parting, Liu Xuan lay on the sofa in a daze for a long time,When I woke up, I found myself lying in my daughter's arms, covered with a blanket, and under the blanket, I found myself lying in the arms of my daughter.She has bare buttocks and beautiful roses, and her plump breasts are also exposed outside the shackles of her clothes.The viscous semen on the face has been wiped clean, but the remaining traces are not known to be psychological effects or drying effects,Makes the skin tight.

Liu Xuan was so ashamed that he almost burst into tears. His daughter saw his unbearable appearance and looked at the ground.She didn't dare to look up, and buried her head deeply in her daughter's arms like a little girl who did something wrong.

Liu Pan was losing her mind when she felt her mother move in her arms. She knew her mother had woken up. like a mother holdingLike her own head, she hugged her mother, full of emotion, lowered her head and whispered in her mother's ear: "Mom, good mother!"Mom, let's go eat Bafu fragrant duck laterEat sheep hotpot? "

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After ordering duck belly, duck tongue and duck intestines, and two more sauced duck oil pancakes, Liu Xuan, who had already calmed down, felt his daughter's attention.Feeling at a loss, he lowered his head to drink tea.

"Mom, tell me something!" Liu Pan took out a pen and paper from his bag as if nothing had happened, as if to record.

"Damn girl! Just shame your mother!" Liu Xuan's beautiful face was flushed with shame, and her crystal clear skin was even more embarrassing.More delicate and charming.

"Tell me about the romantic history of Mr. Liu and the male students! You brought me to eat duck. In fact, I preferI like to eat little fat sheep! "Liu Pan was unmoved, and the offensive was still fierce.

"Damn girl!" After scolding her daughter, Liu Xuan couldn't hold back, so he had to start telling his own story."That night, he came to the house..."

"Wow! The duck is here! I really want to eat it!" Liu Xuan just mentioned that the relationship between the two has sprouted, and the second time will happenIt doesn't matter, the waiter served the food, Liu Pan didn't seem to care what his mother said at all, he picked up a piece of duck belly and stuffed it into it.Out of his mouth, he let out a satisfied sound.

"En! It's delicious!" Seeing his mother staring at him with resentment in his eyes, Liu Pan knew what he was doing.I went too far, and hurriedly said: "Okay, okay, beautiful mother, I don't care about these anymore, just tell meMe, do you like that Yuan Shikai... Yuan Li! "It was a spoof, and my mother gouged it out.Liu Pan quickly changed his mind.

"I don't know either. When I'm with him, I feel happy and happy, as if I'm back in the past, beingPeople are pampering, loving, caring, and distressing..." Liu Xuan was a little fascinated, talking about his feelings, as if forgettingRemember, the person sitting opposite to me is not my best friend, but my fifteen-year-old daughter.

"Stop, stop! Mom, your daughter is not yet an adult, can you stop instilling these unsuitable things for children?Allow? But, what... are you sure you don't like him because of his...his ability in bed? "althoughAlthough they are not close friends in the boudoir, but after fifteen years of being together, Liu Pan never talked to his mother privately.Regardless.

"It shouldn't be... Hey, damn girl! How can you talk nonsense about these words! What kind of bed... under the bedYes, where did you learn it? "Suddenly became a mother and daughter. Although the change was a bit quick, Liu Xuan's concern was still there.It's beyond words.

"Wow, wow, wow! I thought my beautiful mother had a lover and forgot her baby! So she still misses herThe young and pure heart of my daughter? Well, well, well, our mental health teacher has said that it's more than thatWell, I also know how to use a condom! "I am very proud to say that I am the only one among the girls in the class.A girl who dares to ask questions in sexual health class is much braver than some boys.

"Damn girl! When will you know what it means to be shy!" Liu Xuan was very helpless, her daughter lived like thisBao, I really got used to it, if it wasn't for the unique hardships of a single-parent family that made my daughter mature prematurely, this little girlIt's still uncertain what kind of monster will become.

Finally, under her daughter's constant questioning, Liu Xuan spoke out after her daughter ate almost all the duck food.The words in my heart: "I don't know, I only know that I am willing to be with him, even if it is just to be his lover,To be his mistress, as long as I can hear his voice when I miss him, come and see him when he is freeMe, when... hug me when I'm lonely, I'm content. I promise him, he is a mother's generationThe second man, and the last man. Whether he blames me or not, I really want to take advantage of itI still have this feeling of love, a good love once. "Liu Xuan said emotionally, his eyes were a little wet, his eyesStaring at the front in a daze, as if looking at the little man in his heart, full of love.

"Silly mother! This will hurt you!" Liu Pan who was wiping his hands was a little surprised when he heard that, he never thoughtTo the mother will love so deeply. Sit beside my mother, hold her tenderly in my arms, and tenderly hold herLeaning his head on his mother's head, at this moment, Liu Pan is like a big sister, gently comforting the emotionally occupied body and mind.Fragile and sensitive Liu Xuan...

Memories are always depressing. Liu Xuan once again broke free from the memories, feeling a little weak and tired all over.Slowly, sleepiness emerged from the bottom of my heart.

"Dingling, ringing!" The phone rings suddenly, and Liu Xuan suddenly wakes up. Is my friend calling? she is anxiousChe stood up and rushed to the living room, the action was too hasty, her knee was hit hard by the chair, but she didn't seem to notice.Feeling normal, he picked up the phone nervously.

"Hey, is that Xiaoli?" Liu Xuan asked eagerly.

"Pfft!" There was a coquettish smile on the other end of the phone, and Liu Xuan immediately recognized that it wasThe daughter's voice was a little embarrassed, and she muttered, "Oh, it's Pan'er!"

"Mother Sao, this evening when I answer the phone, I always say "Is it Xiaoli?", so I'm not afraid of being misunderstood?Fortunately, it was me who called, if this is called from grandpa or uncle, wouldn't you be ashamed of my lord? Our phone has caller IDYes, why didn't I see that it was my uncle's number? "Liu Pan molested his mother persistently, a little displeased.Man, I was thinking about whether my mother had dinner, but when I called, I was treated as a lover.sour.

"Damn girl! I told you not to call me that, but you still called me! I won't pinch you when you come back!" That nightAfter receiving Yuan Li's call, sheI thought there was no one else in the study, so I said a lot of embarrassing things between loversWhen she put down the phone and stared out of the window, her daughter hugged her from behind. Although she was a little surprised,But he knew that his daughter cared about him. Nestled in his daughter's arms, Liu Xuan experienced the rare happiness, ifIf there is anything in the world that makes a woman happier than being in love, then she can be accepted by the closest personThis is the love that is not easily accepted by the world.

Moved is moved, my daughter is herself, the dead girl was quiet for a while, and she said:"Well, Mom, what do you think it feels like to call a boy seventeen or eighteen years younger than you? Most women callCan't come out? Well, let me just say, my mother is very boring. "

Feeling that her daughter's words were not in the right taste, Liu Xuan turned around and wanted to pinch her, but Liu Pan ran away with a cry of "ah".While running, he whispered "Mom Sao", "I can't catch it", "Ah! Almost, haha!"

The door of the study room was pushed open, and Father Liu stood at the door, shaking his head kindly and sighing, "Oh, what are you two?Time can stop and stop, day by day, but it can make people die. After all, seeing her daughter so happy, LiuMy father was still full of relief.

"Dad, is the soy sauce coming back?" Liu Xuan stopped chasing his daughter, walked over to hold his father's arm, and went to the kitchen.The room is ready for dinner...

Since then, Liu Pan always called Liu Xuan "Sao Mama" and "LangMom", seeing Liu Xuan in a daze from time to time, he came up with a kiss on the cheek, and then said "Sao momMom misses spring again? ", "Mama Lang misses her lover again", which made Liu Xuan blush every time, butAnd helpless.

"I can't pinch you even if I want to. Mom, have you had dinner yet?" Liu Pan doesn't have much serious time and cares about his mother.Dear Supper is one of them.

"I have no appetite, and I'm too lazy to do it. You little rascal went on a trip and left mom at home alone!"Liu Xuan secretly laughed at the words of acting like a baby. Between himself and his daughter, he became more and more like a little girl, but her daughter became more and more like a little girl.more mature.

"How can you not eat dinner? It's very bad for the stomach. Wait, eat some fruit and drink a glass of milk, you knowDo not? "Speaking of the words of admonishment, Liu Xuan couldn't help laughing out loud.

"Okay, okay, little old lady, I got it! Before you go to bed at night, ask your little aunt to get you some boiling water to warm it up.Feet, to relieve fatigue, also ran for a day. "

"Little aunt, your eldest aunt asked you to boil water to scald your niece's feet!" There was a burst of laughter from the other end of the phoneThe voice of my sister-in-law was interspersed, "Okay, little witch, aren't your feet soaking in the water?"

With a sound of "噗嗤", Liu Xuan couldn't help laughing out, you little brat! And told each other some wordsAfter speaking, the mother and daughter hung up the phone. There was still a smile on the corner of his mouth, Liu Xuan felt a little emotional, the daughter is really a motherThe caring little padded jacket, always laughs easily when Pan'er is around.

In less than ten seconds, the phone rang again. This time Liu Xuan behaved himself. He checked the number first. It was a stranger.The mobile phone number I gave birth to seems to be long distance.

"Hey, hello, let me find Teacher Liu Xuan." A tired male voice came over, and Liu Xuan's ears buzzed.It was like a rumbling thunder, which made her dizzy, and the sourness, bitterness and sweetness in her heart surged all at once.

"Little enemy! You are finally willing to call! Huh!" As he spoke, the grievance in his heart could no longer be suppressed.Unable to restrain himself, Liu Xuan began to cry in a low voice.

"Good sister! Good sister! Don't cry, brother was wrong, I was wrong, don't cry!" Yuan Li said the mostAfraid of this move, even across the phone, it still hurts my heart.

"En... hiss!" Intermittent sobbing, Liu Xuan also felt that he had gone too far, so he calmed downEmotions, the whole thing is a meal of accountability: "Damn enemy, I made a phone call on Chuqi, and I haven't called until now.Come on, why are you so cruel? "

"No... good sister Xuan, don't be angry, ah! Originally, I thought I'd call you when I arrived this afternoon.It's a phone call, but when the plane transits in Beijing, everyone has to undergo a medical examination, and it took off until after six o'clock.I just got off the plane and called you now. "Yuan Li hurriedly explained that beautiful people are what he cares most about.Why would she be sad and sad, not to mention that she really didn't do well, and didn't call anyone for more than a week.Who can bear it?

"Medical examination? Why physical examination?" Liu Xuan was a little confused. The original grievance was replaced by the concern for the man.The heart is diluted.

"Isn't it SARS? It seems to be serious, and the inspection is very detailed. I'm fine. I just got out of the airport, sister Xuan,I'm going straight to your place now. "The man on the other end of the phone was panting a little, maybe he was talking on the phone while walking.reason.

"Okay... no, you guys are going to report today? It's past eight o'clock now, you go to school, and thenWhat time is it coming. Just as Liu Xuan was about to agree, he realized that today is the last day of reporting.

"It...it's okay if I don't arrive today, right? Sister Xuan, I miss you, I want to see you now!" The manLiu Xuan's heart was warmed by the fiery tone, and she was a little dizzy from the sense of happiness and satisfaction, but she was still sane.To remind her to say the right thing.

"Don't, Xiaoli... Brother Xiaoli, Brother Li, Brother Li! Miss Xuan misses you too, day and nightThinking, I want my brother to sleep with sister Xuan! But not today, if you don’t come to school today, the school will punish you as a violation of discipline.dealt with! Be obedient, Xiaoli, ah, hurry back to school. "Liu Xuan's body slightlyTrembling slightly, excitedly, saidA series of embarrassing words made me feel a little annoyed at myself, so the little man is coming more? sinceAre you trying to stop him or seduce him?

"Then I'll look for you after I report for duty!" Yuan Li still didn't give up.

"Xiao Li! I...Xiao Li, don't be like this. Your class will have class in the first and second quarters tomorrow. You will be in class on the first day you arrive at school.If you don't go to bed at night, the influence will be bad. We'll meet tomorrow morning, don't worry about this night, right? Obedient, huh? "

Liu Xuan forced himself to calm down, showed the majesty of a teacher, and persuaded the man he loved.

"Then... that's alright!" After thinking about it, Yuan Li didn't insist anymore, but he still felt right in his heart.Sorry for the beauty, "Sister Xuan, I... have wronged you."

"Silly brother! Why are you wronged? Meier Xuan is so happy. My brother thought about calling me as soon as he got off the plane.talk. "Women are always easily moved by some details, even if the details are taken for granted, Liu Xuan is no exception."Well, brother...tomorrow is...it's the first time since sister Xuan was...fucked...by brother Li...Give my brother a lesson! Brother wants to see how sister Xuan wears it? "Speaking softly what I never dared to say before, LiuXuan was so ashamed that he was dying, and the water was gurgling down his lower body, and a big part was already wet.

"Uh...good sister! Just wear...wear the suit that I left the day!" Yuan Li was confused by the temptation,The exhaustion of the journey did not stop the surge of lust, but the lower body didn't respond much. I don't know if Xu Xiaoqing did it on purposeStill unintentional, anyway, Yuan Li is a little lacking in physical strength now, fortunately the woman stopped him, otherwise he would really go,If the public rations are not enough...

"Well, okay, I'll wear that suit!" Liu Xuan readily agreed, as long as his sweetheart likes it, he is thinking about tomorrow'sHow did Tian dress up, but he heard Yuan Li say something even more embarrassing: "Sister Xuan! Remember not to wear underwear.Pants, no bras! "