Boundless loneliness Author: Xiaolou


Open the window and you can see the never-melting snow on the opposite mountain peak. Xuefeng, who has been sleeping for thousands of years, is so close to me. I thought of Sakura. Where is she? Is she okay now? Will I still meet her?


There is a knock at the door. I opened the door and found it was her. She said: "My lighter is out of gas, I will borrow it from you." , Now they have a tacit understanding like old friends. The souls of people are sometimes very accessible.


The sky outside the window is so high and far away. The blue is pure and makes people feel distressed. I saw an eagle fly by, rising from the canyon.


"What were you thinking?" she asked.


"Don't know."


"I know what you're thinking." She said lightly, "Let's go for a walk." "Where's your husband, didn't he come with you?" She said He said lightly, "He has gone to another place to meet his friends." I didn't ask why. In the car, I could already see a cold relationship between them, which was beyond the question and beyond the line.


The city is so close to the sky, the air is thin. There are erratic night rains and strong sunlight. We walked out of the bustling downtown and entered a small street. The streets are old and dilapidated, and the old stones are exposed on the plastered walls. The evening sunlight casts over the broken roof tiles, dyeing the whole world in an ambiguous color.


She stopped suddenly and said, "Can you give me a hug." I froze for a moment and saw the expectation in her eyes.


I gently embraced her, as if she had been greatly stimulated, she suddenly hugged my back tightly, and pressed her head tightly on my shoulder, I felt until a tear fell down my neck.


"This city is so lonely, isn't it?" she said, "We talk, exchange, shake hands, hug, and walk, shop, and eat together with different people every day. , but I can’t feel the warmth.” I was speechless, all this was the truth.


"Each of us is so strong on the outside that we never reveal our hearts. In fact, this is a great tragedy. We all just use pretend to hold ourselves tightWrapped tightly, trying to protect himself. She let me go gently, faced me, and said, "We are just strangers, right? Why do we feel safe in front of strangers?" She talked a lot that day. Unknowingly, we walked to a tavern called "Hakka Hotel", which is a quiet place, quietly and lonely in this secluded corner, only waiting for unexpected tourists like us. We drank together and talked endless words. She drinks very well. "It's a survival skill," she says.


When we returned, it was already dark. The lights on the side of the road were so dim that they pulled people's shadows far, far away, as if they had reached the end of the world. As the temperature cooled down, she felt cold. I took her hand and walked quickly.


When I arrived at the hotel, it was already twelve o'clock in the evening. Walking all the way, the cold wind blows, and the wine has sobered up a lot. She followed me back to the room, took off her coat, and said, "Real warmth still needs real temperature. I wondered that many years ago, on a cold windy night, I could wear only a boy's coat and follow a People stay in a room without air conditioning all night." "Would you feel cold at that time?" "No, it just feels warm, the warmth of the whole body." "People's hearts will become more and more fragile, and people The same goes for my body. After everything I've been through, I've become numb to protect myself, but the truth is that I can no longer withstand a light blow." "Have you ever stayed with a strange woman?" "No." "Never ?” I was silent, maybe, when I met Sakura, she was still a stranger to me. But I stayed overnight with her, and we talked very happily and hated seeing each other late. Although we didn't have sex, we still stayed overnight.


"Maybe, I stayed overnight." "Then will you stay with me once?" What she said was a questioning sentence, but the tone was closer to a prayer.


"I'm just afraid of the cold." She said, "I have never met anyone who can give me warmth, I know, you feel cold too, you are trying your best Resistance, but we are all losers in the end.” Yes, we are all losers. I can't hide my pretended strength in front of her. Maybe it's because she's too smart, maybe I'm not pretending enough, or it's because we all know each other very well. It is not the worldly affairs, not the sophistication of the world, but the hesitation and loneliness in the heart. We all need warmth.
"When we go back, we will never be in touch, right." She always uses interrogative sentences and speaks words that make people have no choice at all. "So, we were strangers before, and we will always be strangers in the future. We will not be afraid, and we don't have to defend each other. Because we are strangers, we will not be hurt."


"Come here, let me hug you." She was as obedient as a kitten, and gently climbed onto my body, wrapping her legs around my waist, Looking into my eyes, there is a trace of sadness. I felt her weight on my body, but there was a void inside.


I gently hugged her and kissed her eyebrows.


She closes her eyes. He raised his head slightly and pursed his lips. This is a small sexy lip. She breathed out softly, and I heard her heartbeat.


"Go to bed," she said softly.


I put her on the bed and said, "I'm going to take a shower." "Would you miss her in the bathroom?" "You're so smart, how can you ask such a stupid Question." She laughed, suddenly like a child, "I'm not smart, I'm kidding you!" I heard the sound of her opening the door and going out in the bathroom.


When I came out, I felt that the temperature of the room had been adjusted just right by the air conditioner, giving people just the right comfort for the body.


She's back and has taken off her coat. The hair is a little wet, covering the chest like seaweed, only the fine lace of the bra can be seen.


"Take off your panties." She said suddenly as if ordering, I looked at her quietly, and she finally couldn't help laughing. Then crawled over and took my panties with her mouth.


I looked at her lying in front of me, with her small waist, raised buttocks, and satin-smooth skin, and I thought of Sakura again. She took my panties in her mouth and pulled them down, revealing my pubic hair.


"Ah... I like dense fur." ​​She sighed heavily, and then suddenly pulled off my panties violently with both hands.


I sighed softly, feeling that this moment is so insignificant, but I really felt that there was a primitive desire in my heart that was rapidly expanding.


"You grow up so big...". She sighed with pleasure. I put my hand between her legs, through the underwear, and felt that she was already wet.


Black lace gently covers the most private place. I stuck to her flat belly, slipped into her panties, slowly groped down, ran over a piece of soft pubic hair, and then felt a piece of slippery wetness. She couldn't help but let out a lifelong groan.


I lightly touch her clitoris, pressing gently with my middle finger. She gasped heavily, her legs clenched unconsciously. She took my penis with her right hand and opened her mouth to swallow it. I felt squishy, ​​and her tongue was like a soft snake, swimming on the top of my penis. The left hand gently rubbed my testicles, and then slowly slid down to my asshole.


Suddenly, she turned over, pressed me down, and said, "Lie down obediently, and let my sister serve you well." I suddenly felt dizzy, as if I had returned to the bed. When I arrived at the hut, Sakura smiled wickedly, pressed me onto the bed, and said, "Lie down obediently, and let my sister serve you well." She took off her lace bra, and her plump and plump breasts were freely released. I said: "You are born to be a fairy who will make women jealous. Why do you have such a waist, but you have such breasts." She exhaled like blue, lying on her stomachIn my ear, I said: "You are obedient, just enjoy it." Her breasts pressed against my chest, slowly slid down, sandwiched my bottom with her breasts, and began to rub gently. The bursts of such real pleasure from the flesh made my cock even more swollen and hard. Seeing the head of my penis in and out of her cleavage, I felt a tingling sensation. I gasped heavily and moaned uncontrollably. Seeing my reaction, she clamped her breasts with both hands even more excitedly, and rubbed my penis vigorously.


She seemed to feel extremely comfortable, and moaned heavily. She raised her face to look at me, and said confusedly: "Do you want to ejaculate?" I felt the severe numbness of the glans, and the twitching of the penis on her nipples. I couldn't bear it more and more. I knew that I About to cum, I opened my mouth to scream. She seemed to feel it. "Call me sister, call me sister hard..." she said.


"Sister..." I finally couldn't help it anymore, the whole penis kept twitching between her breasts, and there were bursts of intense numbness from the glans. "Sister... I'm going to ejaculate... I'm ejaculating..." I felt like a burst of electricity, from the back of the head, along the spine, to the back of the buttocks, and finally to the penis, erupted in the glans, and then ejaculated one after another Sperm, from between her cleavage, onto her breasts, up her neck, some splashed on her face.


She waited for me to finish and then slowly let go of her tits. He lowered his head, gently sucked my penis, licked it clean for me, then leaned forward and smiled at me. "Are you comfortable?" I was really comfortable.


I get up. He pressed her down hard and said, "Sister, it's time for me to conquer you." She giggled. "What a sensible child." The front of her panties was wet a lot. I took off her panties and saw her dense forest. She spread her long legs, and her whole world unfolded in front of me. I saw her viscous liquid flow down the small gully to the asshole, dripping onto the sheet.


She closed her eyes and let out a moan of pleasure from her nose. I gently parted her thick pubic hair, like the luxuriant grass in the field, I saw her rosy labia, and her small clitoris protruded, like a mouth-watering fruit. I put my middle finger on her clitoris, pressed it lightly and hard, and watched her liquid flow out from the depths of her vagina, as if a flood had flooded the entire thigh.


I gently parted her two labia, revealing the deep vaginal opening. She let out a huge gasp, wrapped her hands around my head, and pressed hard between her thighs.


"Come on, I can't take it," she said. I stuck out my tongue and licked lightly on her clit. She yelled "ah", and then wrapped her legs around the back of my neck vigorously. I hugged her thighs with both hands and licked her clit lightly with my tongue. Feeling her sticky liquid flowing into my mouth, it has a slightly salty taste.


"Ma'am, spread your thighs," I said. She said "hmm" gently. Then with my legs apart, I parted her pussy lips with my thumbs and let my tongue go deep into her pussy and stir. She couldn't help but let out a loud "ah".


"Are you feeling comfortable, sister." "Um..." She moaned through her nose, "I'm so comfortable, idiot, you made me so comfortable..." I don't Know why she calls me stupid. I also know that I don't need to know all this. Now, I just want to make her feel real pleasure.


I continued to lick her vagina with my tongue, my fingers along the back, and slowly slipped to the side of her asshole, stroking lightly, and trying to lightly desire Insert it. She seems to feel it. She said, "Come in." I knew what she needed. So I slowly inserted my middle finger into her asshole, and she cried out "Ah——". I pressed lightly and rhythmically, and she seemed to react violently, moaning loudly, "Idiot, you are so good at fucking...you make my sister so comfortable..." I pulled out my tongue and put it on her clitoris Licking and licking in circles, she suddenly felt like getting an electric shock. "Ah... idiot, I can't do it... I'm coming...".


"Sister, come on, let me cum for you." I felt her trembling violently, her legs clamped my head and asshole hard I contracted one after another, clamping my fingers, the liquid in the vagina suddenly shot out like a fountain. He shouted vigorously, "Ah, ah... idiot... I'm coming... I'm coming...".


After about ten seconds, she slowly returned to calm. Seeming a little embarrassed, she said, "Am I crazy?" "I like the way you look crazy."


She reached under me and pinched my hard penis hard. "Come on, give it to sister." She turned over, lay on the bed, and raised her buttocks high. Snow-white skin, smooth and pure.


I supported her buttocks, and with a push, the penis was fully inserted.


She let out an "ah" and moaned through her nose.


I stayed inside for a while, and then began to slowly thrust. She turned her right hand and grabbed my hand vigorously. My penis is in her wet vagina, like a fish, moving forward in a deep canyon. The slippery vagina wall tightly wraps around my glans, and the tightness makes me feel such real pleasure.


I watched my penis thrusting in and out of her vagina. At that moment, I seemed to be back in that hut. Sakura lay on the bed and said: "I want you to fuck me from behind," she said, "I want to see you in and out of me." She rolled over, straddled me, with her back to me, and put her hand on my penis, slowly sat down. I felt my penis slowly being tightly wrapped deeper and deeper by her, and the touch was strongly stimulated.


When she sat down completely, my penis was fully inserted. "Oh" she said with a heavy and long breath, "Idiot... I saw your penis is all in." Then she was on top of me, flicking my penis hard, the warmth of the violent movements wrapped my sensitive body The glans makes me feel as if I have entered a whole new world, the fiery glans seems to be piercing through the clouds, forwith bright sunshine.


She said, "Are you going to come in behind me?" I didn't understand what she meant. After she finished speaking, she turned over without waiting for my answer. She grabbed my condom with her hand and fiddled with it a few times, then lay down on the bed again, tilted her buttocks, and then used her hands to open her buttocks in reverse, revealing a thin butthole, like a blooming chrysanthemum, tightly closed with the gate. She turned her head: "Insert from here." I suddenly felt a great stimulation. I've never tried it this way. She closed her eyes and squeezed her asshole hard with both hands. I finally couldn't bear it any longer, held the penis with my hand, placed it at the opening of her asshole, and rubbed it lightly a few times. She moaned loudly.


My cock was full of fluid from her vagina, soaking her asshole so badly that I easily inserted a cock head.


She was greatly stimulated and cried out vigorously. At that moment, I seemed to be enjoying the physical and mental stimulation at the same time, and I inserted the whole penis hard.


She yelled "Ah—" and panted heavily, saying, "It's so comfortable...".


I felt her tight asshole clamping my penis hard, and it was another feeling with the vagina, the stimulation came more violently, I exerted all my strength, Violent impact. She also seemed to feel a more intense pleasure, and shouted loudly: "Idiot, you stab me to death...".


The stimulation is so real and strong, every time, I insert the whole penis hard. The cock was clamped by her tight asshole, and the sensitive cock head was tightly wrapped and rubbed in the rectum. I felt the tingling on the glans getting stronger and stronger, and I was about to ejaculate. I said, "Sister, I'm going to ejaculate...let me cum in your ass...".


She suddenly seemed like a flood burst, "Ah - idiot, come on... I want you to cum in my ass...". I felt her asshole tightening one after another, and then a tide of liquid sprayed out from the vagina and shot onto the white sheets. I finally couldn't bear the stimulation, the intense pleasure on the glans instantly spread all over the body, and the semen Straight out, she came in her asshole.


After I got off her body, she turned sideways, hugged me and fell into a deep sleep. We didn't speak a word.


I suddenly felt extremely lost, and a boundless loneliness struck me, surrounding me from the entire space.


Looking at her in my arms, with slender eyebrows, sleeping so peacefully, like a child without any worries, I suddenly couldn't feel my own existence.


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I can't sleep all night.


At dawn the next day, when I felt like I was about to fall asleep, she woke up, and she called me softly: "Are you awake?" I didn't respond.


She gently uncovered the quilt and got up, put on noble lace underwear, thermal underwear, cotton sweater, and coat. She straightened her hair in front of the mirror, as mysterious and beautiful as the sea, and then quickly wrote on the paper on the writing cabinet. Finally walked out. I felt that when she was walking out, she looked back at me and said a word to me softly, as if to say: "My name is Shaoyi". But I didn't catch it. I know, and she doesn't need me to hear.


When she was gone, I got up and showered. Then simply pack up and walk out. I didn't look back.


The snow peaks of thousands of years are still sleeping, the roof tiles of the ancient streets are broken and scattered, and the cold wind is blowing. Cherry has no way of knowing my boundless loneliness. Shaoyi’s words echo in my ears Sentence - "Every one of us is so strong on the surface, and never reveals our heart. In fact, this is a great tragedy."